Saturday, September 30, 2006

hungry for more..
i want more....more, i said.
give me more.
reaching for the forbidden, i burn..
burn.
enjoying the pain, i reach further...
i reach, my eyes lighting up in pleasure....
the greedy hand reaches for what it should not....
but barely reaching, i am pushed far away by an unknown destructive force..
but nothing can disrupt my vision....nothing can satisfy this unsatiable hunger that roars through my body.....
i squint to focus on my prey as it stands unknowingly of my intentions...
i crawl towards it, still enjoying the burning sensation rushing through my veins...
blood boiling, heart thumping aggressively through my chest, i continue..
i experience the power of addiction as it takes over my senses...
i need it.
give it to me.
i reach it, once again....
i smile a satanic smile...my intentions clear.
i touch.
ahh the pleasure.
give me more.
i want more.
i caress the exterior....the glass gliding smoothly across my skin...the sound of the liquid within consoling my ears like the sound of a hymm providing me with tranquility...
the bottle is opened by my impatient hands.....the same hands that sent this bottle to its death....
as it slips, i feel my body churn....i feel my mind running a thousand different directions...
i dash to rescue my child from its destruction....
in vain.
as i watch its contents spread all over the surface, i find myself crouching in despair to taste...
as my tongue comes into contact with the spilt content, i think to myself:
give me more..
i want more.

the power of addiction has transformed me into a slave.
slave for intoxication.
but as i write this, i think:
give me more.
i want more.
give it to me.

1 comment:

A&E&ME said...

enslavement is anywhere, anything. Slave to a bottle, a smoke, a needle, the tube or the blog. Addicted to power and control. Slave to the hormone, body and soul (as Neil Peart wrote). Maintaining balance brings freedom. Not always easy to do.

"The balance can sometimes fail, so old emotions tip the scale..."

Keep up the good work